Living on Faith

I am a 35 year old, single mother of 2 sons ages 11 and 16. I became disabled in 2003 from a birth defect I was unware I even had until then. I have had 3 spine suregerys and in need of more, but my main focus know is trying to find security for my sons and I. I have lost a business I had over 10 years, house was forclosed on, transportaion, savings, colleage funds, you name it - my ex cleaned me out while I was down physcailly. He is over 10,000 behind in Child support, I have been working to recieve Disablity for over 2 years, and family and friends have literly paid bills and neccesiaty's for simple survival. Which the burden has become to much to carry for them. I pray everyday for guidance and direction. I have tried to work, even with teh Dr saying DO NOT - you are chancing permenate paralisis. My greatest fear is when that day may come. So I had to stop.

Everyday it seems that something else is threw my way - air condtioner went out, dryer stopped working, need to find transportation to Dr, youngest needs dental work, I have 8 dollars for grocerys, ocer 2,000 past due in bills, I want to quit but I know I cant.

I need help, I need prayers, strength, support, direction and guidance. I want my life to change, I want to give my children some secuirty that it is all gonna be ok, we just got to hang on.

Anyway or anything that someone could do to help would be apprecaited greatly.